I've known you for a few years now and you've helped me through my hardest breakdowns. You're what kept me alive all of those days. Just the thought of talking to you made me happy. Telling you goodbye brought tears to my eyes. You played a big part in my life. I told you everything... i fell in love with you.
I haven't talked to you for five months now and I can't help but think it's because you're ignoring me. I just can't understand why.
I mean, you promised never to be like Matt. You said that you'd never stop talking to me. I know you lie to me sometimes... but I never thought that you'd lie to me about this.
I don't want to live the rest of my life thinking of you an whether you still remember me or not. I want you to know that even though you've hurt me so much I'll always love you.