Not Again


These feelings I have are like a trap
A hallway that keeps getting smaller and smaller
There is only so much air and I've already used more than I should
They are like chains that bind me and hold me down
No matter how much I fight I can't seem to get free

I don't want to feel
I don't want to be
I don't want to fall in love
I don't want to go down the path of loving again

I can't take being held by something I can't explain
Something that has no laws, no rules
All that is down this road is bondage
Oppressed by emotions that care not for your age
Logic is discarded and these emotions can drive me insane.

I don't want to feel
I don't want to be
I don't want to fall in love
I don't want to go down the path of loving again

Not ready to face my own insecurity
I don't want to be worrying over every little thing
Until I can't sleep, I don't want to go there again
I can't handle the stress of it
I don't want to love…I don't want you

I don't want to feel
I don't want to be
I don't want to fall in love
I don't want to go down the path of loving again

Not…now…not later
Never…again
No not even once More