Being hurt before

You should be use to it

not understanding why this time it hurts so much worse

you should become use to this pain by now

you shouldn't struggle with your thoughts

you whisper in your ear!

Either way your wrong,

Still confused, still left in the dark, still beating up yourself because you

know you should be use to it by now.

Your tears explain that you don't understand

why you let yourself feel pain,

go through all of this knowing each damn time its you!

You let yourself open up!

You let thoughts form

you let yourself become a doll

you let your lips tell you lies

your letting yourself die!

you let things happen when you know why!

............But your not use to it......

Deep down you know you should be!...

But you weren't use to it this time...