Beautiful lies

I hate you

I love you

I will not break because of you

I will break because of me

This facade is destroying me

My tears are black beneath the mask

And all I am is

A lie

Im standing in the rain

alone in the storm

And I am finally me

Not hidden behind beautiful lies

This facade is breaking me

My tears are black beneath this mask

Of smiles, of innocence

And all I am is

A lie

Can you see my smiles?

Can you see the cracks ?

Can you hear me screaming inside?

I am numb

I am angry

I am anguish at its fullest

I am breaking

But u can't see can you

Because I hid behind theses beautiful lies

They are my salvation