please don't judge

if i could sit and talk with you for
just one hour then surely you would
understand the reasons why i bleed.

but pleasepleaseplease, don't judge
me. i can't stand to have another one
think that this is all just for show. (why
would i ever want it to be that way?)

i would do any(/every)thing to make the
scars disappear if you would please listen.

oh god, i think i like you. (could you feel
the same way too? because i think you're
the one to understand me for who i am.)

July 16, 2006

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author's note: the 'you' is directed towards someone completely different than in all my other pieces. this piece is wholly directed towards the guy that i like.