addiction

and this addiction is more than i can handle.
i swear that i never thought it would get this
far. (it took me so long to choke out your name
and admit that it's you who made me this way).

but (don't worry) it's not all your fault. i guess
i'm just meant to be this way (because no matter
what i do, i can't escape the feelings inside of
me and these scars won't heal any quicker).