My Shakespearean Tragedy

I was hoping you'd be here tonight...
And I guess you will be
But the truth in that
Is forsaken and unsure.
I was hoping you'd be here tonight...
I have never been happier and sadder in my life.
It's like a tragedy...
A Shakespearean tragedy...
Always leading to a spiteful
Happy
Love filled ending
Right before "Fin" appears
Or "The end".
Closure's never there
Always tears...
But everything is so
"Happily Ever After"
Just like it should be.
So I was hoping you'd be here tonight...
Just to confirm
Love's absurdity.
The devil's laughter...
And an angel's tear
If you are here tonight....
I'll smile and shed my tears
When you depart...
However...
I'm still happy although my heart
Was ripped out of my chest
When we say adieu...
Good night...
I love you...
I miss you...
Farewell.
So maybe when you're here tonight...
We won't go through this spiel.
I won't say adieu...
I won't say Good night...
I won't say Farewell...
But I'll tell you I love you.
I'll tell you I miss you.
And I'll tell you
How much I want to be with you...
And how I'm always with you...
Even in your sleep.
When you dream at night.
I'll tell you...
How I'll always love you.
How I'll always be yours...
Forever and ever
Till death do we part...
When you're here tonight....
You'll always be here.
And I'll always be there.
Because this isn't the end.
There is no end...
We are an abyss of endless love...