Her Older self

The Girl is so stupid

She says she wants to die

All she does is smile nicely even though she knows she's cry.

I don't understand why she lies!

She has so much to give! She so smart so bright!

But then she covers her eyes and cris, why?

Nice, sweet got everything going right,

& then comes the night, she hugs herself

whispering it'll be alright!

Then she says she wants to die.

How could this girl lose a golden path,

Why has she held no hand.

I close my eyes and wonder why...

I see her, She notices me,

She stairs at me with empty eyes,

I reach to give her my hand but she does nothing.

Turning away she holds herself and

whispers It'll be alright, don't cry, don't cry.

Such a moment of silence, her head turns my way

she looks at me, her eyes so bright, a smile worth gold

and more,

Even when I look deep in her eyes I know she's

still crying, I can see through the smile,

I can see past the mask.

All she does is smile nicely even though she knows she's cry.

Now I know why she wants to die.