Did you ever want something or someone

so bad it made you ache,

It hurt because in the realitly of it all you would

never be able to obtain what you desire,

To know that with every waking morning your soul

and heart feel like they are being ripped out with

every long and dreaded breath,

Just getting up is a battle for the fact your body

and aches through the day for your desires and

they haunt you everyminute of every hour,

Mocking you and torturing you until you are

empty and broken,

Is it ever woth getting attached to only get hurt

over and over again,

Or should you just push everyone and everything away

and never care.