You are.
Your time spent with me is nothing more than a game;
The semblance of life merely slipping through loose fingers
Oh, but it is not something being carelessly wasted
In my eyes, that time is quite well spent
Your praise thrown at me is hurtful yet well scripted
Not anything like your usually careless banter
It is no that those words offend me, I feel merely that
Others would be more fitting of your soft demeanor
Your glazed over eyes are my own personal heaven;
A place where even my blasphemous soul can be at ease
Inside them I see my euphoria and only you have been granted access
Somehow in my haste I forgot to get my keys
A place, where, I believe, understanding and lust
Can simply coexist on the same level
Your calculated caresses, honestly, do nothing to me
I long ago separated myself from the physical
Inferiority was never an issue with you, before
But for once it seems that I have managed to move on
While you are still stuck in the same trance that I left you in
It is truly is a pity to leave someone, who meant everything,
In such a broken state
Your live has now been thoroughly demeaned
I never once intentionally plotted to lessen your being--
Containment simply wasn't an option anymore.