No longer your baby

The table clothe where I used to sit
Is tattering away bit by bit
And the hallway where I used to play
And that old blue carpet that's now so gray
It's all passed me on in a mirage of days
I'd give reasons why but there's nothing to say
It's my fault it's over I wasted my childhood
I spent so many years wishing I had it good
When in front of my eyes I had love better than any other
We didn't have much but at least we loved each other
Now where do I go to find that solace?
It's abysmal really unless I'm on course
I've lost all my paths that I once thought would save me
Now what will I do I'm no longer your baby?