7/23/06Cruel Normalcy We all struggle to maintain life in this messed up world
Minimal amounts of peace can be obtained
Love and friendship…the only safety we can provide
While we're constantly exposed to harsh wars
Times with you I feel utmost happiness
I feel reality melt away and all I know is you
The way I break down and cry in front of you
Does it make you worried? Would you hold me?
What would you do to stop those tears?
And through all my fears the biggest one is hurting you
As I cry I worry about your feelings
I'm just like that…never thinking about myself
I wanted to face you, but at the same time I was scared to
I didn't know what you would do if I looked at you
You sit there and gently tell me not to cry
Reassuring me, and I feel so sorry even though you tell me I shouldn't be
I hate how our fucked up society thinks
I hate how I'm so close to you and I'm yanked away by the cruel hands of what we all call "normalcy"