Clouded
by: trista groulx

Clouded by a disease,
I barely understood
I ruined something,
Which may have been great
Blinded by a feeling
I could not explain
I chose my path
And wish I didn't regret
Oh! To think of the choices
I made while I was ill
I never even noticed
Since I really couldn't feel
Clouded by this disease
I dare not speak it's name
I made some mistakes
Burning so many bridges
Now I cannot repair
Stricken with a feeling
I couldn't shake
I ruined something
Which may have been great
Still I'll never understand
Why I continue to feel this way