Watching as time spirals out of my hands and
beyond my control. I must
stay seated here, unable to do. The
Confusion drags me down;
my mind hovers in a grey abyss –
I cannot think.
I cannot act.
Both legs are willing me to stand,
my internal conscious screams to me, yet
I am frozen.
In this moment, I hate myself.
Inability to know has crippled me, and
into the blinding light.