Today Is Not The World

I'm sitting and thinking I may be crushed

Everything that goes on outside seems too much

Beams of colour through the glass

All I want to do is ask

Why can't I see the truth?

When I'm trying to be so uncouth

But what I know already exceeds what I need

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There's perfect light inside my sink

Made chaos in a single blink

By a never ending weeping tap

That waits for my own tears when I snap

Hearing that same drop of water fall

I don't know if I care at all

But it drives me round the end, waiting for it to end

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But today is not the world

Tomorrow will always come

Letting new chances to be unfurled

Giving me the chance to run

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And I can feel the gentle embrace of sleep

But I'll never be able to go that deep

As I drift in and out of my mental state

On my mind I feel such a weight

I know it may never go away

So I sit just for a day

And just get caught by my thoughts

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I don't want to discuss my problems again

I'm not looking for anyone to blame

I'm just looking in on me and my dreams

Whilst everything else bursts at the seams

I could think of my loss of bliss

Or who or what or it I've not kissed

All those girls who penetrate my world

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But today is not the world

Tomorrow will always come

Letting new chances to be unfurled

Giving me the chance to run