i
think i can understand pa.i.n and (lack of) con/fus/i/on
but
i don't want to because it sounds pa.i.nful
and
not.at.all
fun (but what is fun?). oc...casionally
i
want
to t.ouch you but you've hid yourself again
from
my e ve r se.a.r.ching grasp and i'm left
asking
myself (again) –do-youloveme (but what
is love?)?
('cause
it kinda comes across)
(that
you don't).