Nightmare of You

Clenched teeth refuse to give up on lies;
Three weeks weren't long, won't ever be enough.
A disappearing act after rejection,
It'll take three years before I give up.

Haunting me with your soul's shadow,
I can't bear to think you've forgotten
Or worse, move on to "someone else";
This has made me hollow outside,
And how can you be happy without me?

Its worse on my end, you should know that now.
I suffer and even time can't stop the cringes.
If only you could see the wreck I am;
Then again no, that would be too much.

I bet you can't guess what my nightmares have been:
I meet you again, on one of my better days
And you see me, kiss me, and miss me
And I don't remember you at all.