I Really Want to Love You

I am ready to open up my mind to you,

And to really think this all through.

I really want to be with you,

But I don't know what to think, what to do.

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My life is in a tangle now,

Social and school issues, holy cow.

You really amaze me though, wow!

Confessing your true thoughts to me out loud.

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If only you could see,

The troubles that lie deep beneath,

This happy, laughing, exterior, portrayed by me.

But soon the inside thoughts will be free.

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I am writing this short letter for you, my friend.

So that this bond we have will never end.

Through good times and bad, I will continue to send,

These short messages to help me slowly mend,

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My issues and feelings that have been hidden deep inside.

I knew keeping them from you would be like a lie.

And I could never do that to you because we have such a close tie,

A bond, a friendship, and in this bond there is nothing to hide.

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And to conclude this emotion-filled note,

To finish off everything that I wrote,

I will send it in a bottle and let it float,

And maybe you will find it when you're fishing in that big red boat.

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I'd also like to tell you that soon our friendship and love,

Will be like that of a handsome swan and beautiful dove.

Filled with happiness, joy, and sunshine from the heavens above.

We will be there for eachother like a hand in winter needs a glove.

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I really want to be with you,
I know our love could be so true.
I want to know if I really love you,
Because I really want to love you.