Invisibility

I am invisible...

A painless pain, sorrow I can not feel

Stabbing at my heart, killing my soul

erasing my existence

I can't control it

No matter how hard I try.

I am invisible at all the wrong moments

mute at all the wrong times

I've wished for this before,

but never thought it to be real.

Not like this

I have friends, I know

I'm accepted here, but

I remain invisible

Unseen, unheard

Temptation takes over

consumes me whole

pushed and pulled

beaten and broken

forever to remain

Completely invisible