SHADOW OF

MYSELF

I hold my breath, and think back.

Those years has worn me out.

I'd hidden behind the

mask as this perfect friend of yours.

But after all that I have done for you,

I feel like I've lost faith in all that

we've been through.

I searched for months, and

found myself: A

shadow

of the boy that I once was.

I don't want to become like you.

Just leave me the hell

Alone.

But still I tried to be strong as you continued to taunt and glare.

I tried to be there for you, but I couldn't give you

more.

I couldn't go on like that, I didn't want to become like you.

So in the end, I left you then:

Just like the boy you'd always been.

What I gave you was all in vain, you don't get me at all.

So leave me the hell alone.

Now, I've moved on, and achieved something more.

I'd grown so weary of it, the life I lived.

I'd searched for months, and found myself,

A shadow of the boy that I once was.

I managed to not become like you.

I'd searched for months, and found myself,

A shadow of the boy that I once was.

I managed to not become like you,

so leave me the hell alone

alone, alone (fading out)