All My Fault

You fed me lies

And all kinds of false hope

What was this to you

Some sort of cruel joke

You made me believe

That you would always be there

But now I sit wondering

If you ever really did care

You sit and you laugh

While I sit in pain

You're not overly concerned

About the tears that fall like rain

I've always been strong

With my emotions in check

But when it comes to you

I'm just a complete wreck

I ruined the relationship

I should have just changed

Now I know it is I

Who should really be blamed

I can't help but feel

That I ruined it all

That I was responsible

For my greatest fall

I know I should forget you

But I feed off your spark

Because without you

I'm alone in the dark