I wish I could remember when

All the firsts came, too. I wish I knew

When your name first made me blush,

And the exact second that I fell in love with you.

Nowadays I think about it, a little more

Than before. I'd like to capture every

Moment that I missed or didn't even notice,

Every word you said to me,

Months ago, two years ago.

I want to keep that surge I felt

When you said, "it hit you".

I didn't ask "what?" though

It burned on my tongue, and I didn't

Let smiles give me away. I was online,

And so happy, and I still am today.

But I wouldn't mind preserving

Every date and every feeling you

So unconsciously created,

For a new, and a next, and another one.