I wish I could remember when
All the firsts came, too. I wish I knew
When your name first made me blush,
And the exact second that I fell in love with you.
Nowadays I think about it, a little more
Than before. I'd like to capture every
Moment that I missed or didn't even notice,
Every word you said to me,
Months ago, two years ago.
I want to keep that surge I felt
When you said, "it hit you".
I didn't ask "what?" though
It burned on my tongue, and I didn't
Let smiles give me away. I was online,
And so happy, and I still am today.
But I wouldn't mind preserving
Every date and every feeling you
So unconsciously created,
For a new, and a next, and another one.