I hate you

I hate you more than life itself

I gave you chances beyond count

I gave you everything I had

And you spat in my face

And now I'm left with nothing

But your sneering

Lopsided

Smile

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I can still remember when were

Little kids

Back when you loved me

Back when I was allowed to look at you

Back when I could speak

Now my very presence is

A foul stench to you

Now you cannot bear to look into my eyes

because there you'd see

My love

Crying out to be held

To be freed

-

I know you have a heart

Because I felt it long ago

Now you keep it

Far from reach

Deep in the impenetrable

Fortress

Of your soul

-

All I want to do

Is take a shard of something

Sharp and deadly

And stab it into

Your chest

And feel

Your blood drip down my cheek

Because that's the only

Way I'll ever reach

Your Heart

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This One's for you

My Dear Brother

I know you'll never see this

Because everything

I touch

Goes up in smoke

And burns your eyes to look upon

Burn, burn, burn

Burn like I want you to

Burn in Heck

For all the pain

you made me feel

Because I tried to love you

But now it's gone.

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You've burnt it all to ashes

And it smoulders

Feebly somewhere

Within my soul

And hisses and splutters

And fades as

One too many

Tears

Falls and chokes

My last flame