On the Outskirts of Transition
Consumed by all these feelings
There's nothing I can do and these emotions just won't stop
I know you love me
You say you love me
You finally admit it to me
But it's not the time for that
And now it's so complicated
And I don't know what you expect
I needed you more than anything
And you were there, but never really here
It's like a tragic song that I wrote
when I was backwards and so alone
Engraving itself forever in my heart
Can I paint you a picture,
Of all the lies I could have told
To make you think I was okay?
But I was never okay.
It was never okay.
This will never be the same
But I wish, oh how I wish
That nothing, and everything was different
Just so I could start again
from where we never left off.