the scars i could give

him, bleed with reality.

& i'm bad at that.

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i'm waking up slow

and he's stroking my hair like

an almost lover.

-

we're sleeping in the same

room, but without the raw sex.

& i'm bad at that.

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he's calling me sweet

honey, like he can just be

an almost lover.

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i'm falling in love

with him, and it's beautiful.

& i'm bad at that.