she just wants to disappear, doesn't want to be anywhere near
here anymore, the memory's sore and the tears fall
she's shrinking, thinning, becoming so, so small.
she wants to be strong, wants nothing to be wrong,
she wants him gone, wants her life sawn
in two. he thinks she'll rue
the day she left but she's bereft
of his need, won't follow his lead.
happy again, she's free to kiss,
she's free to be fixed,
trashed, crashed, she's free to fly high above him,
going to see sky without him,
she's going to get drugs. without him.
she's free to kiss. without him.
and so she's happy.