1944 miles from anyone to help me

far away from anything that can

make me change my mind

theyre too far away to

make me put down my knife

I left them to lead a better life

but i only fell far down

too far for anyone to catch me

even the ones i think i love

I left them to save me

the me that i have left, but now,

I have no shoulder for to cry on

I have no soul for to rely on

I am broken on the inside

I am no longer quite alive.

I only came here hoping to

leave my nightmares behind,

but with sunshine comes money

and with money comes strife.

I used to have the answers

both for myself and my people

but now that I'm so lonely,

I dont know anything,because

I have no shoulder for to cry on

I have no soul for to rely on

I am broken on the inside

I am no longer quite alive.

I lost the shoulders that so often

i laid upon and shed my tears,

and i find it kind of funny

that i havent cried since we were near.

But that doesnt stop the tears

from rotting what left of my mind,

it doesnt stop my fears

from telling me

I have no shoulder for to cry on

I have no soul for to rely on

I am broken on the inside

I am no longer quite alive.

My Life is just a lie.