I've been surrounded by ugliness for too long, and that has to change. I want more beauty in my life. And not the sugar-coated garbage this world tries to pass off for beauty. No, I want something more. I want the kind of beauty that makes you stop in your tracks and think about the world in different way. I want to be around pretty people and their pretty words and pretty music, and I'm not as shallow as you think I am. Or maybe I am. I don't know anymore. All I know is that I need an escape from this ugly world. I need something beautiful.