Like a half-starved animal

You push me up against a wall

Relying purely on instinct

Your hand runs down my back

Why is it so obvious that I am vulnerable

Why is it so hard to resist

Mascara stained

And feral

My memories persist

They were there when I killed you

But absent when I took your life

Now in this concrete jungle

I am surrounded by recollections of you

There are patterns on the wall

That almost look like you

The lyrics to your favorite song

Are inscribed here in blood

And the bones of prisoners of past

Keep me company

I never should of kissed you

When I knew you wouldn't stop

I came here intentionally

Knowing alone I could finally rest