Never A Good Thing

by, Cassandra

It never a good thing when you can't find yourself
Amongst the lies that you've implanted
When you fade away until all that's left
Is a mere reflection of who you used to be
When you start believing the lies you're spreading
And you can't stop the need to keep on pretending
And the only thing that keeps you going
Are all the stories that still need inventing
When you look into the mirror
And don't recognize anything you see
When day by day she fades away
Until there's hardly anything left to see
And you know it's bad when
You start to will her to just disappear