To be seen in Your Eyes

An aching feeling in my heart
I ponder what is this feeling
A feeling of sadness hits me
But no tears will escape my eyes
Sometimes is missing but what
Time just seems to past me by
If only in these lost moments
Can I catch up to you
What can I say
To hold you back
But truly all those times you just seem to see right through me
Am I truly invisible in your eyes
For a just a brief second I suddenly became visible to your eyes
And you seem to have acknowledge my existence
And little by little times pasts by
I slowly fade away
And your true colors are revealed
I guess your kindness was all fake
What can I expect from this
Because it was failure from start
But why can't I erase this memory from my head
Because I truly did like you
Even though in the end only to be broken by you