i

wonder if i could turn back time,

would you try to rewrite our past?

would we make the same mistakes,

would you let me carry on the charades

that lead us to a deep dark hole;

and here we sit, dead and alone,

with empty memories serving corpses

your heart is brutal, mine is cold-

and its your neutral face that kills me so

because now, after it all i finally know,

there was nothing left to save,

there was nothing left to me and you..

so as i stay trapped in the past

you've left me far behind;

live your life, make your dreams

never fucking look back at me,

at all we had, and all my hopes;

finish them, burry them, kill them,

just like you've murdered the best of me.

so here's the final act to this tragedy,

i miss you; and don't you fucking lie to me,

i know you to well to just accept

that you dont care, that you over it.

I know you cared, i saw it in your eyes

you gave so much truth to my life,

i'd waited so long for you to be mine.

You wanted to change me, i wanted to stay me,

i never say how much i was hurting us both;

but now things are beyond repair,

but just fyi

this was always in your control.