Much like suffocating, I cant breath beneath his crushing hate-
Despising the very air that struggles to fill these lungs
Trying to plug the holes, so I cant draw the breath I need TO SCREAM.
Excuse me for the rampage, pardon all this hate
But I can focus on those lies slipping past your lips-
You think that you can fool me with pretty words and pointless things;

And though doubt controls my misery
Would you put it past me to find a way to rid myself of it?
And no were talking therapy here, were talking;
Self-mutilation, the raping of the skin;
When a pity me razor blade sinks itself in.
And POINTBLANK, pull the trigger babe-
Don't stop now, you already murdered me.

And here we go again with the pills and the shrink,
Pay the bill so I can sit there and watch time slip by.
I can feel the clocks second hand wrapped my throat,
Trying to rid the world of my disease
That infects everyone around me;
do not trust me ill just break you,
Don't fall in love with what you think I am.
I've been told I'm nothing special, guess I'm not,
So here's your options; leave or learn to hate me.

Bang, bang; such a pretty sound,
Or a bullet ripping threw my skull;
Ricocheting innocent spatters all over the wall.
Red tainted pillows, match the stained sheets;
Oh dear, she cut her wrists again today-
Doctor what your diagnosis?

Self loathing;; aka, the bitch is pretending.

Bang, bang; such a pretty sound,
Or a bullet ripping threw my skull;
Ricocheting innocent spatters all over the wall.
Red tainted pillows, match the stained sheets;
Oh dear, she cut her wrists again today-
Doctor what your diagnosis?

Shes dead inside.. she cant feel any of your judgment.
No, no. Just label her so we can call this illness SOMETHING,
shes dead inside.. she cant feel any of your judgment,
N.o.N.O.