and now

i'm ready to wake up

away from this nightmare

allow me to open my eyes for the very first time

and live the life i've always wanted

alas, i'll continue to live this sick game called life

don't worry about me, cruel world

i'll fall for your charms

succomb to your sweet seduction

only to be ripped apart at the seams


shame on me

for falling in love

now i'm only waiting

for the nail to pierce my mangled heart

to be licked by the ice cold flames

of bitterness and deciet

only waiting

for the hurt

to break

my fall