This is the static over the phone
This is the awkward awakening
This is when we stop pretending
This is when I start leaving
And stop coming back.
Right now, your face is getting scrunched up
Because you know
I am talking to you.
The way you can't recall the details
Of our last interaction.
I bet you can remember my (god-damn catholic school girl) mouth though.
What's the matter baby?
Have you never tasted infinity like this?
I can see inside of you,
Right down to your addictions
There's no place for me here anymore.
I can't see into the future but
I get the feeling my son-of-a-bitch sticky
Smile is already imprinted on your soul
Just think, the next time we run into each other
You'll like to peel off my clothing
Get me so much closer
For the additional romance or rougher sex.
When you turn your head away
I'll click my teeth together.
Because it's like coming down off that rush
You were always good to me,
I never once had to fake an orgasm
You didn't know how hard I'd bite that inside of my mouth
I wasn't really a loud one
but you weren't really single anyways
You asked me to try it,
I hadn't seduced you because
I thought you didn't want me
When you weren't someone else's.
You told me once
How I was so simple
Happy or sad, there were no mediums
On the outskirts of my insanity,
Wishing on stars and dieting
I used to blush when you said hello
Maybe it was because your voice was just so..
Maybe I just was picturing you naked.
The truth is
You'll never know.
I'm lacking inspiration
I can only write The End so many times
Before it starts to lack meaning.
I was never original and
You were never mine
So I have nothing to lose
And I never had that anyways.