i'm a mess and you know it

i'm losing it slowly, you all just chose to disregard it.

so i sit here in my misery
lost and alone
trying to find a way back up.

i don't seem to be finding one

and i'm a mess and you know it.

and i'm going crazy, you all just chose to disregard it.

so i lie here in my sorrow
beaten and bruised
trying to heal myself.

i don't seem to be making any progress.

i'm a disaster an you know it.

i'm going off the deep end, and you all just chose to disregard it.

so i drown here in my apathy
confused and beyond consolation
trying to decide which way to fall next.

i don't seem to be landing anywhere solid.

and i'm a disaster, and you know it.

and i'm tumbling down the stairs, and you all just chose to disregard it.

so i crouch here in my corner
abandoned and betrayed
trying to figure out who will ever love me

there doesn't seem to be anyone.