Afraid of Doubt
Doubting everything possible
And now I need you still;
But I'm afraid to let it show.
Hurting in every feasible way
I want it to disappear—disappear;
But how do I undo hurt?
Confused beyond logical reasoning
And now I need explanations
But I'm terrified of asking.
Why can I not tell what I mean to you?
I keep second guessing—so insecure;
Afraid of sorrow but desperate to know
The answer to questions in my heart;
Do you think of me the same way
That I think of you everyday?
Do you love me unconditionally
As I've loved you for so long?
I want to ask—but I'm afraid
Because I'm doubting;