Still

Still affected no matter what I do

Thinking.....Breathing.....Dreaming you

Thank God it's beginning to fade

If I had to carry another one

There'd be no more room

But thankfully, it's fading

And I'm beginning to forget you

It's a hellish cycle

Of remembering and forgetting

Trying to say words I don't regret

Doing things in theory

Yet in practicum, allways failling

Cycle closing, comming to an end

Finally I'm learning to forget

Remembering bits and pieces

Helping the majority to fade

Into the fog again

Memories easing their steady flood

Clearing my mind once more

Finally able to condense

And accept so much more

A whole world yet undiscovered

And still I'm bound to you

What part of my Spirit can't fathom

That out is through?

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