I thought of you tonight
as the soft rain touched my window sill
triggering the smallest memory
of you
beautiful and vain.

I thought of you tonight
as I cut through the lies and broken promises
the thoughts that neither of us had enough patience
to wait
we sped through time.

I thought of you tonight
as I tried to forget the pain
taking a hit of numbing powder
to feel
something you could no longer give me.

I thought of you tonight
as I drift to sleep
this time for the last time
gone forever
from my mind.