It's cold out here

Or is that just the chill I feel inside

When you're not here?

I have pushed away, yet I still long

To feel your touch

Will it always be this way, or

Just my first love?

Standing here, yearning in my heart

But my need for change

Change has come

But sometimes I find

I long for it to be

The old way

Familiarity, it's easy

Change, it's hard