Trying to find a new life

a balance between caregiving

and having my own identity.

Waiting for my life

to begin.

Wondering why my life

has to start over again.

My life has

many beginnings

but they always

seem to end

the second it begins.

Life has to begin

but it also has to end.

Everything is not

as it seems.

Dreams are why

life starts over

and why it has to end.

When will

my own life

begin again?