You're like a demon

I can't resist

I was willing to give

You all of this

Even though I knew

It would kill me

I thought maybe you

Could save me

This desire is suicidal

Like slicing myself open

Leaving me exposed

Open for more wounding

I am numb

And can't feel

The pain of your burnings

Blinded by my affection

Walking into empty darkness

Hoping for you

To reach out your hand

Take me in

Hold me tight

And not let go

Yet I still walk

Falling farther and farther

I was so sure

Someone would help me

But no one knows

How could they see?

With this fake me in the way?

Fake smile, fake bliss

They can't see

The emptiness, darkness

You're a demon

I can't resist