you know, it's when I really need you the most
that you decide it's the perfect time to
completely destroy me

I know habits can be hard to break
but spirits are oh so easy

(--and you don't even realize that every time
you ignore me, that is one more scar
you could have healed that you
chose to just make deeper)

and I choke out all my secrets to you
but you just turn the other way
and they whisper right by you and down the drain

I tear myself to shreds trying to tell you how I feel
and you can't even be bothered to look me in the eyes