What's my name AGAIN???

I thought I was special…

What happened…

I see that you talk about all your other "girlfriends."

What about me?

My name comes,

Once in a blue moon.

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When I see you

You make me feel like the world,

But it seems to me

When you're with the world

I'm nothing, I'm vain.

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I see words that relate to me

It's indirect.

I don't see me.

You're friends don't either

I see words that relate to your other girlfriends,

It's direct.

You see their name, even nicknames.

The world knows.

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What happened to me?

You're my world

I'm your secret.

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Are you ashamed of me?

Did I do something wrong?

Am I that stupid,

And embarrassing?

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Well sorry that I can't be perfect.

I can't do everything

You want me to

I can't be like your Chi and Mouse

Whom you admire.

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I'm trying my best

For you to be proud

I don't know what's right

Am I even close?

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Why are you even with me?

If you aren't proud

Am I a dirty little secret?

'Cause I think it's out.

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My world knows about you

And the amazing tricks you do.

Are you ashamed of what you do?

Cause only your mouse knows,

Your brother is clueless.

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Scared that the world will know

your soft side?

If not then why not

Mention me here and there?

It looks like I'm no one,

I'm a lone stranger

Knocking on your door

Nothing more.

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I would bring this up with you

But then you'd know my thoughts

And try to please me

And force me into your life.

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I don't want to force anything

I just thought I meant something

I tried

I guess I failed.