A Dollmaker's Son
His porcelain cheeks
rouged
by your crafty palm,
the same
that skirted me around
puddles.
I saw you brush the
eyes with a hazel glaze
and I winced while
brushing mine. They felt
a little dry. You told
me, while crafting hands
soft and white as
talcum, that I was perfect. I sheathed
mine in my pockets,
watching as you placed him
on a shelf beside a
doxy doll. Her arms
outstretched and
eager. I told you
how it must be hard.
Even pretty dolls, yours
too, must be lonely.
Mussing my hair, you
said they weren't for
touching. You misunderstood;
I didn't want one.
"But I've planned a marriage
just in case." I
closed my eyes to see it first.
In a tiny church, you
put him
in a tux at her side.
It would be black
and white to match his
hair and egg-shell
husk. You saw me, eyes
squinted shut, and laughed.
"Every fold and
feature looks like yours." I pressed
the lids together
harder, wishing he had legs that worked
like mine. In my head,
they were coiled like springs
about to launch him out
and downward. I saw him squinting
too, harder than I was,
maybe, his eyes like sidewalk cracks slit
cross-ways on his face.
If we could fall together, we might burst
through the floor and
break free from our bodies.