Six months later and you're still in my head.

Ten years of hell won't go away

and my mind races trying to

outrun the monster you have created

of the innocent little girl I left behind.

Daddy's trying so hard to

shape me into a reasonable young woman,

but not even he can erase what you've done.

Took my innocence with an iron fist

and a few well chosen words

degrading my humanity, mentality.

This insanity is all your fault!

You hit me beat me dragged me down

From my pedestal as the oldest,

dragged me form my happiness,

shoved me to despair.

And I know I can never forgive you,

but maybe if this all works out,

I can forgive myself.