written: 12/28/06
Nothing will ever be the same
This fact lives in the back of my brain
but in the depths of my heart
I'm reaching out for some feeling of comfort
thoughts of the past
I try to hold on
but no matter how hard I try
the past keeps slipping away
like sand through my fingers
I clench my fists
and tighten my grip
desperately needing some form of normalcy
of the life I knew and loved
But things change
People change
No matter how hard I fight it
I'm changing too
I need to come to terms with this reality
if I'm going to fly
and break free from the chains
that once restrained me
I know that
Nothing will ever be the same