Uninspired

I speak these same words over and over
Every day,
And I'm just reopening these wounds
Yes, it still hurts
I can say it a thousand times, ten thousand ways
But I'm running out of words now
If I could only find my inspiration
If I could only find you now
I would tell you everything
Then maybe I could start to heal
But until then I just lay here
Silently
No more screams, no more tears
No more words
Can't get up when you're gone
And I should be running to find you
I should be calling for you
I should be inspiring you
But I'm so uninspired here without you