I spent time

tearing these clothes

unbrushing this hair

screwing up my life


no, this did not happen by mistake

I knew the moment I was born

I would fuck up my life

and leave the media to blame

sing songs about how different I am

so I would fit in

with my 'friends'

but now I think

I'll take my own advice

to the heart

and go join a bubblegum pop group

(non-conformity, right?)