A/N: So this is almost the same idea as Mixed Emotions, maybe a little more downcast. Definitely not as soft, but the lyrics reflect the same pain. There are so many things I'd love to see in a rearview mirror, but theres other things I'll never want to let go of, no matter how the years may corrode me.

Enjoy this, and relate to it if you will.


In Hell I'll Stay


If I'm ripped away, from all this pain...
If I'm thrust out of, the crimson rain!
It will not do, it will not be the same!
I will strive to remain!
In this hell I'll stay! Because in this hell there's you

Streams of fire won't burn, this stubborn mind!
In hell I'll stay! Because in hell theres you!
So much pain I hold will be ripped away!
(If I go...)
But this hell holds you, so in hell I'll stay!

If I'm being ripped away, to a new place.
I'll spend my days, staring into space.
You know it won't do! I will be in haste...
Just to remain!
In this hell I'll stay, in hell there's you!

Blazing wyrms won't burn, this lonely mind!
In hell I'll stay, Because in hell there's you!
I won't stay sane, If I'm ripped away!
(You'll make me go!)
But this hell holds you, So in hell I'll stay!

Fire is better than a frozen soul!
Rage seems better than an empty hole!
I'll stay in hell, for something to do!
And in hell, I'll say, I love you!

Streams of fire won't burn, this lonely mind!
In hell I'll stay! In hell theres you!
So much rage, will just fade away!
(If I go!)
But this hells got you, In hell I'll stay!

Hell holds you, in hell I'll stay!
Hells got you, In hell I'll say,
I love you!
Hell holds you... Hell holds me!
In hell I'll stay, cuz I love you!

Flames won't burn, my aching mind!
In hell I'll stay! In hell theres you!
My cold cage, will melt away!
(If I stay!)
This hell has you, in hell I'll stay!
In hell I'll stay! I love you!


A/N: Not much else I can say about this. Its obvious I have regrets about leaving. Tell me what you think.

-Stewey